trouble...

trouble by coldplay....
oh also...hero by chad kroeger of nickelback..from spiderman 1!
good songs.

ohhh man. remember that math contest? i do 4 out of 6 of them, and i get a 100% quiz mark? OHH MAN.. i thot it would help me in data and calculus..turns out. I HAFTA CHOOSE ONLY ONE COURSE. the quiz mark can only count in one of my math classes!!! what do i do? im doin terrrible...prettyy ,much equally terrible in those classes... wait which one should i do...calc is sitting at around 68-70 and data is at around 50-65.... now i can either boost up my calc and have a bad data.. or up my data...so my lowest mark isnt as low as it could be... im starting to think i should use this mark in data, cuz so far we';ve only done 1 quiz and 1 test. the quiz: 40% and the test: 66% therefore it's really really low.. on the other hand calc... i have a couple quizzes.. 40%, 50%, 80%, 90%, 20% and i have a test at 68% and i have some extra marks like my math poster which i got a level 4... soo i think calc isnt as bad as i think it is.. so maybe i should try and up my data mark with the contest. i got soo jipped,. (i think it's actually 'gypped") it was supposta help BOTH classes! awww man.

another bad thing.. my mom got mad at me cuz i didnt show her a sheet about parent teacher interviews and she found out from a school council-parent informative email or whatever. so she made me go around today asking for interview times.. and i have a feeeling, im gonna get in trouble regarding how bad my maths are doing.. hopefully i'll try and sign up my better classes at the end of the interviews.. so they will leave the interviews on a good note with one of the good teachers and one of my good classes!! plz pray that i dont get in trouble.. and if i do. plz just pray that they will be kind and understanding about it... cuz im gonna now start to go on msn less. gonna try and not sign onto msn until i finish my homework...or until like 9 or 10pm. i did that yesterday. and it was soo good. got a lotta work done! sooo hopefully my math marks will start to do better. oh man. but there's soo much school work to do. gotta read soooo many novels for english in such a short time..and so much homework, drilling, and studying for data and calc. OMG. HELP ME! should i get a tutor?? i dont really want to... but everyone's saying i shoiuld. and i have a feeeling it will be really beneficial. but i dont wanna..... what should i do?

anywaze. today. sucked. 1st was stupid and boring. 2nd. strings. boring. 3rd. lunch. played hand ball. 4th. theory.. really boring. 5th. mod west. boring... then i went to afterschool extra help for math stuff. im sorta getting it all now. sorta understanding everything....it's comin along..just really slowly. math is soooooooooooooo hard... ughhhhhhh.

i went to ball today at church. first there was only me, k and eyen. and i thot aww man not another night with like just a couple ppl! then aaron and sean? or shawn? came and chris came and marty came and some other guy came. and we were able to play 4 on 4 full court! havent run full court games in soooo long. then we played elimintation. where rebounding weas just crazy., where everyone has good rebounding skills except for me. the worst hops ever. but i somehow managed to get past the first 2 rounds... but i suck at basketball. tremendously...omg. missed soooo many easy baskets..and i just make soo many stupoid decisions. just like stupid terrible passes. intercepted passes, stop my dribble, lose my dribble, and lose the ball trying to do too much. ughhhhh i hate when i play like this....makes me soo mad at myself that i suck soo much. when it comes to outdoor ball. it's soo much better. i have more confidence, i have handles, i have better decision making, it's just soo much easier when it comes to streetball. i just suck when it comes to ball at church. i wanna practice. yeah as i was saying it's been so long since i played full court game at church. and all that stuff. my feeet were killing. like the skin on the bottom of my foot, like near the ball of my foot. it feels like that skin is gonna rip off... like the skin is soo like worn out, it feels all hard and it's like no longer skin. it's like..i donno like a blister kinda thing.. it's disgusting and my feet hurt! i need to pick up ball again....

my geeetar got fixed! now during lunches, kalun can teach me crazy stuff... anywze nothing more to say. signin off. laters.