worst morning ever...*edit* today sux

read below for my worst morning story...
today just sux. started off bad, and it's ending bad too...

crappy morning..not enough sleep, tired like crazy, worrying about being late, and turns out im more than an hour early for school, crappy boring classes all day...not to mention tired all day too... get home, dont get any work done.. then i go with eyen to look at a guy's house who's givin away some furniture. and turns out there isnt anything good, and i felt bad for dragging eyen all the way there.. and then i also feel bad for the guy, cuz he's like an old man, that really wants to get rid of this stuff..and it's really not bad stuff, but just i dunno..i feel bad for the guy... went to ball and it was raining, and at first nobody was there.. then a couple ppl came, but there was only 8 of us, and we couldnt even play a full game. and i know it's not ur fault chris, but chris i dunno wat happened, but i felt something hit my face really hard..my glasses goes flying, and my nose is bloody. and then when i go to the washroom and see what happened to my glasses, it breaks! wtf. then i had to wear my old crappy old glasses where i cant see anything, and i was playing bad too. before and after switching glasses...i get home, and im just not in the mood to do stupid calculus. i hate calculus, and i just cant get into the working mode. and im feeling all moody and pms-y. really mad sad and just out of it right now.. im also having second thots about some ppl. i dunno. right now, i feel like going to a beach. maybe the one on crete, and just think... or u know in the oc, when marissa just goes to one of those lifeguard buildings, and just sits there and thinks and stares at the ocean...i just wanna doo that. just all the time in the world!
i hate school. i hate how im not getting any sleep, i hate how im not doing any work. i hate how there's homework to do. i hate having to wake up so dam early and still getting to school late, i hate all of this. i hate doing essays, and reading about them, i hate doing work in class, i hate learning, i hate listeningto lectures and lessons. i hate school. geeeeeez. i just want time to think!!!!!!!! is that too much to ask for?!

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ok..so here it goes...

7:20am Crap!!! slept in....rushed to make breakfast and lunch...brush teeth, get ready,...leave the house at 8:00am which is just a lil late..get to the bus stop...wait for 15 mins.. then a bus comes...but doesnt stop. cuz it's packed...then...wait another 2 mins..then another bus comes...ALSO doesnt stop!!! also packed...omg...wait another 10 mins..then this 3rd bus comes and it's packed too, but stops for us anywaze...then i get on, and
there's a middle aged blond lady and some middle aged brown guy. so this brown and blond are yelling and arguing with the bus driver. here's the whole convo...
*walk on the bus*
blonde: WE'RE NOT SARDINES!!!!! WHY ARE U PICKING THESE PEOPLE UP!
brown: the bus is full already!!!
blonde: we're human beings! not sardines, there's no room for these people..
bus driver: just doin my job...i pick people up...
*then this other brown guy gets on the bus. let's call him brown2*
brown2: im just trying to get to work, stop yelling. calm down
brown: nooo. you shouldnt be on the bus, it's packed.
blonde: (to the bus driver) im gonna report you! im gonna report your ass, you cant do this!!
*then the browns get into a fight, then the blonde comes in and they have an argument about racism and ffreedom of speech..*

and these ppl are swearing and yelling really loudly..and this is on a really crowded bus! i dont know how they got into an argument about being a racist and freedom of speech and stuff... soo much yelling and arguing..the bus driver was nice and calm about it tho... it's funny how i only needed to go down 2 stops, but it was a LONG 2 stops..then i finally get to finch and take the finch bus and i get on at 8:33am, which is really late. i should BE on that bus by 8:00am, anywaze this whole time, im thinking to myself how late im gonna be.. then i finally get to the subway station at around 9:15 and i walk to empress...and i see all these ppl from school. and im thinking why is everyone skipping 1st period. then im about to walk thru the doors that lead towards school. then it hits me. IT'S A LATE START. SCHOOL STARTS AT 10:20 AND IT WAS 9:15!
so tehre i am soooo mad and angry at myself. why couldnt i remember. i coulda got more sleep...i didnt hafta go thru all of that this morning...so after just thinking...i went to school early, found terrence and jessica so i just did some homework with them...at least i got to do homework that was due 1st period..and at least i was on time for schooL!? i hate mornings and school :(

the rest of my day isnt worth talking about. now to do homework, possibly meet up with eyen for a bit, then off to church for basketball...