somethings will never change...

*changes* tupac. ok so recap of thursday....ALL BORING. sooo tired. orch rehearsal at 7:30am. oh yeah that morning i felt soooooo sick. tip of advice, dont drink like 5 HUGE cups of chocolate milk the night before!!! 1st. tech. pretty good. got some good marks and feedback on my assignment, and quiz. yay. and he loves my ideas for my new assignment. ok we picked numbers and each number has a different business/company so we gotta create a logo, business card, street sign and a bag for this one company/business. mine;s broken heart cafe lol. what a perfect....fit. eh? yeah ive got all these crazy/good ideas.. like i have a silouette of a coffee cup and the steam is shaped into a broken heart. ohh..too many things to name.. whatever.. soo boring without OC opn thursdays..

skip to friday. today! soo freezing in the mornings and im already wearing soo many layers! 2nd. lunch. i went with ayana to civic center for lunch. met up with the guys. and miya and ian bought apple pie and didnt want anymore, so they gave it to me. then we went to buy lunch. then sat with charmaine, scout, caity and kristen. and had a funny but weird convo about diets and vegetarians and different types of eaters and such.... then we went back to school and played some football. that was fun. then carried onto my 3rd. spare or my 2nd lunch! and then spent most of this period playing handball with the music majors.

skip to afterschool. i bus home. and i get home at 5:00. and im supposed to be at church at 5 to practice for youth sunday. anywaze i get there at like 5:20 and luckily not that many ppl were there, and they didnt start yet. sooo yeah but my bad.. too be honest, we didnt accomplish that much. it's a lil chaotic. well sound wise. but that was just cuz our guitars werent plugged in today. but i couldnt hear anything!!!!song-wise. i dunno. seems like everybody isnt familiar with everything. including me. i dont really know the songs.... and that kinda restricts the passion for playing some worship songs... that sounds bad. but yeah. i hope all goes well. we get enuff practice time. we all will know the youth sunday songs, and will work well together and play the best we can for God.

after this. i went to go get my new contacts...which surprisingly didnt take that long at all. then i drove to mcdonalds and got fillet of fish. i miss mcDs...havent eaten there in SOOO long. then got to church. ate. chilled. talked. had kyrios worship. amy came today. which was really cool. glad u came. hope u had fun at kyrios! the program was straight talk. 1st we split up guys/girls and asked questions/talk/discussion on whatever... i have alotta questions!! i asked sooo many! but i got some good stuff out of it. then we merged back guys and girls. and we had a joined discussion and stuff. and again i had alotta questions to ask. a lot of mine were asked in the discussion questions.. does that make sense? anywaze seemed like alotta the answers and stuff were helpful to me, applied to me, and some were directed to me. but i learned a lot. i found this all relaly helpful, and i wanted it to go on longer... but lack of time. i got alot of questions answered and stuff,. but still more! hopefully we'll plan another one soon.

then after this. mike, nadine and some of the genesis ppl came in. and OMG. we see a big rock on nadine;s finger! mike and nadine are engaged. i actually thot it was a joke. didnt believe it for the longest time. but wow yeah. congrats Mikadine!!!!! spud's happy!! then after SOOOOO long of loitering and talking and chilling, we go to pho and there i had a nice long chat with natalie, about stuff, ppl, yeah........... no problems, nat! u did the same for me, and u helped me out today too. so thanx to u too! when it comes to friends that dont act like friends... like... you dont need them as friends if they're going to be like that... if nothing...just let it go...they're not worth it, and it's their loss. nat, i hope things turn out for the best.

then after that mike and nadine met up with nadine's mom outside of pho to talk about the engagement. then later, we all loiter outside and talk for the longest time. mike, nadine, nat, nate, chris, eunice, nix, derek, sam, eyen..then we just keep loitering and talking till me, eyen, sam, derek and nix are just talking about soo many different things.. lol. good times. then it's about 12:40ish, so me and eyen drive home, and we're driving soooooooooooo slowly and taking up the only 2 lanes on mcniccoll. so there's like all these cars behind us, following soooo closely!! LOL. hahaa anywaze yeah. that's pretty much my long 2 days....

by the way... just to let u know....if i dont shut my mouth and i keep talking....it usually means i like you and i feeel very comfortable talking to you. and love your friendship. cuz i get sooo annoying and talkative sometimes. i feeel bad for ppl sometimes. that they hafta listen to me. but yeah. i think it's cuz my parents dont really talk talk to me, and my bro moved out and my sis is barely ever home, or around cuz she;s always working. so i think it's the lack of talking at home. that i hafta confide in all of you. sooo i really appreciate you all, and thank you for listening to me all those COUNTLESS times. and givin me advice and encouragement and what not. and i just love u guys to death. so me talking a lot and being in your face all the time = love for you! hahaha hope that equation makes sense to you. it does to me! the restriction on the variable is x cannot = 0. that's all....