beef..

this morning..my mom woke me up at 7:40...cuz i fell asleep last nite AS i was gonna set my alarms!! i woke up and my glasses were still on, the lights were still on, my phone was near me and it was a push of a button away from being set and yeah...i got up late..but my mom helped me wit food and drove me a couple bus stops away...so that saved me like a good 20-30mins. thank the Lord. and i wasnt late!!

i finally got my guidance apt. so i got the form i need to drop my world issues. lunch was funny. ayana was eating a box of handcream ..i wont say the other terms....soooo wrong...soo funny she also had a banana too and then i dipped it into the yogurt...mad funny. she lost her appetite. lol.

skip 2 afterschool...apparently there was gonna be a fight, so as me, mylonas, igor and chapface are walking down the street...i swear like 100 ppl are coming behind us, so we decided to see what's happening, they go into that lil walkway part on the side the street in a "secluded" area..and for a long time nothing happens, but then soon enough there's like 3 fights goin on at the same time..i think it was some of the asians vs. some persians.. the persian kids got beaten up pretty badly, they were pretty cut up and scratched and bleeding, cuz they walked by me sooo i saw their face close up. i didnt see the asians tho... then we left just before the cops came.. anywaze just bussed home and decided to walk all the way instead of take another bus up for 3 stops.. cuz anywaze the street was blocked off for some reason.. did some more thinking. im gonna walk that way more often...i just hope im not super busy...

yeah about that. i dont know where it stands. dont know if the msg was for me...seems like it was.. well im sorry. if that's what u wanna hear. what am i supposed to say? i didnt choose to make it this complicated.. and lastly, this is in the past.. there's not really anything i can do about it. so if u wish it never happened, then i guess im sorry u met me? i dunno. it's not exactly my fault. is it my fault that u are the way u are..and i am the way i am? if u wanted to get rid of me, u shoulda told me, i woulda rather preciated that then i dunno. just be straight up with me, none a this pretending, playing around, mixed msgs stuff. just tell me straight up. that's all i ask.

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on a side note...
Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Also leave a post on their blog to let these people know.

1. i play the violin and viola, and i have a stupid violin lesson today... i hate lessons.

2. i think im a lot like seth cohen and ryan atwood...but more seth-like, but still SOME ryan atwood.

3. i hate reading..i cant stand it. (novels i mean) but if i were to choose, my fave book is The Catcher in the Rye, which i like to call Ketchup in the Eye.

4. i have this problem with waking up...even with 4 alarms goin off,. i still manage to sleep in and then be late. my mind just keeps tellin me that the faster u turn off the alarm sound, u can go back to a nice warm place, and that waking up is evil!

5. i have a.d.d.

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