more than words...

[song] "more than words" - Extreme

good song. old school as well.
recap of recently....
[thursday] um...stayed home helped my parents do some work, then helped my sis do some of her work..then met up with eyen and some kyrios ppl at church...then me, eyen, and terrence went to T&T for some cheap chinese food. eyen: hoi mei shing lol. went back to church. where eyen bounced a basketball at me when i was eating.. but luckily God provided me with a shirt where the designs are kinda random so it helps cover whatever mess there was from the food. lol no worries eyen. then we headed off to good sheppherd church for sam and gord's praise and prayer - for they will be fed. i think that's what it was called. it was a praise and prayer BASICALLY. (ok that was gay.) well the worship was amazing.. like i really felt...compelled? i never use that word.. i dunno.. God was really there... yeah too bad we were sitting in the back.. cuz me, eyen, tori and some ppl stood up for some worship songs, but since we were at the back, nobody saw us..soo we couldnt peer pressure anybody lol. it was good. and prayer was good..really opened our eyes to what's out there.. but it was a lil draggy as sam said. but still good. wow i really need to start watchin the news. man i dont know ANYTHING goin on in the world.. yeah that was good prayer time. just opportunities like that..recently,. have been makin me pray out loud, and im a lot less scared of praying out loud now.. i remember they asked me to close off a kyrios program with a prayer and i spent 10 mins brainstorming and figuring out what i gotta say in my prayer.. lol. things have been changing for the better. yeah.. tthursday was good. [friday] that's today... umm.. oh YEAH. iun the morning, eyen picked me and kim up to go to bridletowne, then we went to t3c to pick up tori. they sent me out into the church to find her to go to bridletowne..but then i took so long that eyen came in too.. and we went all over the church. then i accidentally interrupted t3c daycamp staff devos and they told us that tori bussed to bridletowne or something..soo we left t3c, toriless. lol oh yeah thanx for makin my layout :) yeah so we get there, and yeah. today we went to the science center. it was kinda fun..kinda boring.. like there was alotta new stuff which was interesting, but then there was also alotta stuff that just didnt interest me, and ive seen before... but today was still good. my kid elijah stuck with me the whole day. i was in his group..and him and vicky always came to me and wanted me to hold their hand. lol vicky the whole day kept wandering off to find jack. in the morning, vicky was yelling stuff about BUSES. and then on the bus. jack says, "i love you vicky" and vicky says "i love you jack" lol. cute kids. man hahaha soo jokes.. anywaze yeah.. it was fun chillin wit elijah. he's a good kid. lol today he wore his new jordans and his headband.. hahaha luv that kid. anywaze...bussed home..havent bussed home in soo long.. i dont miss it. was supposed to eat dinner wit some family friends, my grandma , my bro and his wife. but they all took so long. i just ate early cuz i had to go to kyrios.. went to kyrios.. had good worship time.. and good biblestudy. then um... when we were loitering. nixon tells me there's waterballoons in the bushes and we're gonna get chris...doesnt end up happening. so when he's walking awya, i whip a balloon at nix in the back.. and he chases me and gets me back.. but it was soo worth it. lol then i drove gen to magic 2 to eat wit the rest of em,then i just went home. feelin down.. dont relaly know why... nothing really happened, but feelin a lil blue.. i dont know how it's ever goin back. dont think it will.. ive made alotta stupid decisions in my past..and the only thing i can do is apologize...i do wish it didnt happen. i wanna take it back. unfortounately i cant... i ask God to fix all of this.. but i guess time will tell, cuz so far there's no quick fix. i hope there'll be some sorta fix in the future... i dont wanna lose u like this. i hafta make things right, as christians, and since i might get baptized.. we really gotta figure somethin out.. please.